june 10.

just a quick update -

-germany in like.. a week and a half.. woaaaaaaaaaaah
-i ordered some cute little dresses from forever21 tonight!!
-youth was great
-i am going to miss madi tres ALOT when she moves

maybe when you were a kid, if you were anything like me, had a neighborhood water fight almost every day in the summer... i used to think it was the best thing ever. it was so intense. emma and elliot, me and levi, haley and jenna, colton and jody... all of us ballin around filling up garbage cans with water, using hoses, water balloons, buckets, bowls, squirt guns... anything we could find that would hold water we used as weapons.... i remember having buckets of water, and swinging them around and around, quite fascinated that when i spun it fast enough it didnt spill out...

lifes alot like that... youre spinning spinning spinning and youre going crazy and lifes going past you so fast, and you feel like you should be losing it, but you dont... and then your arm and your mind lose a connection somehow, and you lose that momentum, and your arm kinda ... stops... usually when the bucket is right above your head, and until it clicks that you forgot to keep throwing your arm around, the water has a chance to spill out of hte bucket. ..

this week i think i lost that momentum just long enough for all my contents to spill out of the bucket... lifes quite interesting. im seeing how god works depending on my responses.. its interesting. not that god changes, but just how much i allow him to have control over... gods good. hes faithful. always faithful.. when i give him my stress and everything that im carrying, he takes it and proves to be everything i need. grace... love..peace.. patience... iknow it sounds a wee bit corny, but its so very true. gods a good god.